November

mode : happy

November is the best..bagi aku 11 is my private number..somehow i feel like November is the best month of the year..hari nie 11 November 2011..21th birthday for that particular someone..so happy birthday to kamu..last year aku wish tepat2 pukul 00:00 tanggal 11 November 2010 to show that she is special..tapi tahun nie mesti ada yang try to wish seawal mungkin as it is 11/11/11..so aku cuba make it more special..aku yang xpernah rajin nak bangun awal time cuti set alarm pukul 11 sebab nak wish pukul 11:11..terpaksa set alam seawal mungkin sebab takut tak terjaga..hehe..i got too cautious sampai tiap2 2 jam aku terbangun..at least it went as planned..for you not to reply aku tak terasa sangat..we've been a stranger for a quite long time..so rilex2 je la..yang penting kamu happy..and kalau tak salah aku still simpan hadiah that i meant to give kamu last year but i just dont have the courage..

In the next 11 days after today will be my birthday..see..its related..haha..nothing big happen last year..tahun nie??aku xberharap apa2 pun..aku just need to remind myself to freeze my FB account before 22th November..so aku nak tengok sape yang ingat birthday aku..haha..semalam time nak tidur aku melanguk dekat sejam memikirkan apa yang bakal terjadi to me..but i guess nothing big will happen..aku just terlebih fikir..nothing to say..apa2 pun have a nice November semua..and again to kamu, have a nice and happy life..Numbers dont lie.. =)

kesakitan

mode : perit

Sakit..aku xtau kenapa..tapi aku selalu dalam kesakitan sejak kebelakangan nie..banyak benda yang aku sendiri xboleh explain..last time aku demam..lepas seminggu lebih baru aku sihat balik..so thats ok with me..syukur la..but in these few days something went wrong..terutama main futsal..aku selalu sakit bahagian kanan diaphragm..bawah paru-paru..aku xtau bm word for diaphragm..so xtau nak terang macam mana..but its normal kalau sakit bahagian 2 after 10 minutes futsal..lepas rest sekejap baru ok sikit..reason??entah..nak cakap sebab smoke aku lagi banyak berasap time cuti 4 bulan..time main bola tak pulak aku sakit bagai..pelik2..tapi dah selalu sangat sakit nie..xde hal sangat rasenye..kot..


hurm


pinggang..ini lagi satu masalah..aku sakit pinggang or lower back of my body lately..kinda tension jugak..nak tidur pun tak sedap..baring tak lelap mata..mengiring takut makin teruk pulak..those who have knowledge in this, do you have any word to say..need advises..kalau aku jenis tak suka tidur xpe..masalahnye balik kelas je mengantuk..landing atas katil je mengantuk..nak tidur bermasalah..adeh..memang tak gemar betul sakit belakang + pinggang nie..


sakit kepala mengganggu prestasi..sakit kepala when wearing spectacle is normal..tapi tiba-tiba sakit kepala time kelas..thats abnormal..mungkinkah ini migrain..sakit nie lain daripada sakit kepala time pakai spek..sakit sangat??tak teruk pun..sikit je tapi still buat aku hilang fokus..


sakit dalaman or sakit luaran??pelik but aku prefer sakit dalaman..kalau luka luaran aku memang tak suka..pedih..kadang-kadang aku selalu sakit dada..maybe its wrong but i kinda enjoy it..the thought of dying makes me happy..masochist??maybe..its not wrong right?

selesema

mode : not in the mood


Letih..that's what I thought about flu..hidung berair..sangat x selesa..tapi still syukur xdemam and batuk..bila complete package memang jahanam aku..langsung xboleh buat apa2..macam2 method aku try..soluble, actifast, 100 plus..vanilla ice cream dengan winston light je aku belum cuba lagi..macam2 petua dah aku research..berserah je la..orang selalu cakap..sakit nie adalah cara tuhan nak hapuskan dosa2 yang telah kita buat..guess no deny on that one cause I have done some terrible things recently..so xperlu nak menyumpah sangat kalau dah diri sendiri sakit kan..but something interesting about health..no matter kalau aku selalu bersukan and jaga pemakanan, still boleh dijangkiti selesema..and one bad thing about flu, there's no vaccine or specific medication sebab setiap kali datang they ( maksud aku virus selesema ) come in various kind..mereka senantiasa berubah..sebab 2 xde ubat yang betul2 confirm dapat sembuh selesema..ubat yang doktor bagi and yang kita malas makan 2 sebenarnya just unutk kuatkan antibodi..that's all..still doesn't work to kill the virus..


malas


GWS..get well soon..the words that I always say to that particular someone when she is sick..unfortunately no one will wish me the same..including kamu..kamu? banyak beza antara kamu dengan kau or you..apa2 pon.. GWS _aku.

twitter

mode : bersalah


Just happen..early today dalam kelas something happen..so kawan aku tweet lah so that xde la nampak sangat kitorang nie mengumpat depan2..aku and 2 orang kawan lagi berbalas tweet la pasal bende nie..its kinda a bad thing..biasalah lelaki..nampak macho tapi xmature pun..selama nie aku ingat twitter is kind of privacy..sebab xde orang yang rajin nak bace tweet orang yang dia x follow tambah2 kalau orang 2 xde twitter profile..rupanya aku tersilap..orang nie pelik2 lah katakan..then kamu tau pasal bende nie..untuk menjaga maruah and menebus kesilapan kitorang pun delete semua tweet yang berkaitan..orang tua2 cakap "terlajak perahu boleh undur, terlajak kata (in the meaning terlajak tweet and ade orang dah bace) badan binasa''..so ape akan jadi esok? think of the worst and hope for the least..again..sorry kamu if we insult you in every way..we're guy and we're dumb..sorry in jujur way..Maaf..

kembali

mode : berterus-terang


Menyambung..dah lama xmenulis..last aku menconteng kat blog nie was 4 months and 8 days ago..memang terlalu lama..bukannya sebab xde mase..just malas..hari nie tibe-tibe rajin pulak nak menulis..and of course..aku dah banyak berubah since then..aku dah xmacam dulu..sekarang aku lebih bersikap keterbukaan..by the meaning aku dah banyak share kisah2 hidup aku kat kawan-kawan..its a good thing right?but i hate it..its better menulis kat sini so that orang yang xkenal aku tau kisah aku daripada kawan2 aku tau..itu pun kalau ade orang jenguk blog nie..kalau xde memang untunglah..bila aku bercerita aku rasa macam vulnerable..so from now on nak berdiam diri je..sekarang bila dah menulis macam2 pulak aku nak cerita..tapi dah pukul 1 and aku ade kelas esok..so thats it for now..night semua.

lets merapu

mode : nothing

Its been a while since my last writing..my last book has torn out..not that I wanted to throw it away..it is nicely kept in the memory..now that I have a new book..a nice one..but still doesn't impress or excite that much as the old one..people come and go..normal things go around me..time plays an important role..and people change due to time..it would be fool of me to blame things that I know won't last forever..trying to move on..thats the least I can do..for this very moment..even though it is an obvious that I can't..mumbling around with no real intention..frankly say, I miss the moments..and I don't think I can be that person again..I have to apologize for the upcoming future events..to the person who has an eye for me..just let the time decide whats happen next..and speaking of kamu, I still wish that the chapter of our story doesn't end just like this..it should be more than this..

haish..

long time no writing..sorry lah merapu tengah2 malam nie..BTW its semester break..dah over two weeks already..still kosong..rilex2 la..cuti kan 4 bulan..xde sebab nak rush..hehe..nak kerja??for sure la..but after school break cause our family will be going on a vacation..to my hometown, Kuching..yeah!!..I remember that the last time I went there was two years ago..and disebabkan trip nie berlangsung sepanjang cuti sekolah, aku xdapat nak menghadiri kenduri kawan2(kakak kahwin lah, abang kahwin lah) aku yang berlangsung berturut2 3 hari..huhu..terlepas la aku nak pergi reunion..nak buat macam mana lagi..melepas la..but the best thing about balik Sarawak is.......

boleh naik flight..haha..selalunya MAS..but this time AirAsia cause MAS cost us a lot..xkisah la..janji ada stewardess..hee..hoping for a nice vacation..will be leaving in four more days..=D

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