Damn..too much frustration..first of all is about my colleagues..I know that I am your leader..but that doesn't mean that you can put me in charge of all of your mistakes..its okay for me if all of you didn't do your work and do not want to come in class..but don't take me for granted..never ever ask me to cover up your bitches asses..fine if all of you wanted to be all lazy thing but never ask me to talk to lecture to cancel the class..all of you just being selfish..damn bodoh to all of you..dah jadi tanggungjawab suruh buat assisgnment..even aku pun xbuat..tapi aku pun berani gak datang kelas nak kene marah..yang korang paloi sangat suruh aku cancel kelas ape hal..jangan nak besar kepale sangat boleh x??kite nie students..ape hak kite nak arah lecture cancel kelas sebab kite sendiri malas buat kerje..shitting damn okay..bile nak maju camnie??sedarlah sikit!!
diam kejap..
second thing..aku memang xpaham bende nie..people always say "Oh..nie la ikhwan(bukan nama sebenar)" tiap kali aku cakap nama aku..what's wrong with these people hah??ape yang korang cakap buruk belakang aku sampai famous xtentu pasal..aku xtau la kalau bende baik ke buruk orang cakap pasal aku..tapi kinda frust la orang selalu cakap camtu..aku xpenah cakap ngan korang tapi korang cam dah kenal sape aku..tibe2 cakap camtu on my first introduction..seems weird to me okay..to hell with that!!
cool sebentar..
my life is a curse..Golden Rule and Karma suck..aku serabut la sekarang..aku terlalu banyak berfikir..and for that reason, I am psychologically mad..not good on holding a relationship..sebab tu lah aku selalu remind diri aku not to fall to anyone..I can't handle when things like this happen..bodoh xbodoh aku nie..dah cakap awal2..never play with heart and never trust them..it will hurt me hard..damn!aku hampir2 sesak nafas and nak meletup kepala thinking of this thing..I don't know..I can't even stand on my foot right now..it hurts me a lot..shitting damn!aku nie slow and cepat blur when it comes to hati dan perasaan..so kalau ada ape2 aku buat salah just tell me the truth..kalau dah senyap je memang aku xkan xtau..please la..aku just need someone to talk to..ermmm..
I hate to do this..tapi sekarang aku kene berbalik jadi aku yang dulu..I put my old self away just untuk kamu..and sebab kamu juga I will be the way I was..nice!Tweet2~~
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